Violin + Piano

Chapter 14: Aoi

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As he doused himself with liquor, he could still feel their lustful eyes roaming his muscular frame. But he ignored it today. He was too hurt to get upset over their lust for him. He could feel her hand roaming around his chest. Playing and teasing his body to satisfy her wants and needs. He bit his lips as he felt pleasure coursing through his veins as her hands roamed downwards. Then his eyes shot open. His body stopped reacting to her proceedings. The monster in him was awoken. The dog in him was set lose. That wasn’t their mistress. He pushed her away roughly and glared at her with a death glare. One that sent chills up her spine.

“Get out.” He hissed as the moonlight shone upon her face illuminating a foreign feature, one that he wasn’t familiar with. Those rosy red lips whose were similar but were virgin to his lips. The dress that she wore was similar; had a similar feel, worn in the same way, but they did not carry her scent, it did not carry her personality, it was a stranger to his touch. He hated it, he hated her for trying to impersonate her, and he hated his body for confusing a total stranger with his mistress. “GET OUT!!” He hollered as he flung a glass at her smashing it and sending debris all around the room. Scared, she scrambled up and ran out of the dark house as solitude started to sink in.

He slammed his body against the wall as he choked tears out. He needed to get rid of all this feeling. He needed to bleed. He ran to his room and started ransacking his room. He swiped all his things on his desk down on the floor and started overturning his drawers. His eyes constantly on a look out for something sharp and something that could dig down and make him bleed. Then he looked down and saw something shimmer in the dim room. He found it. He had found his weapon. He dived down and picked up the broken glass, his hands was shaking as he placed it on his skin. He pressed it down hard till a red crimson liquid flowed down his hand to his elbow. He felt a surge of ecstasy rush within him. But that feeling was soon loss. He dragged himself to his chair and sat on it as he continued cutting himself with the bloodied edge. Then he saw something. He stumbled up and staggered to his bed. He sat down careful not to let any blood drop on the bed. It was Fuyume’s favorite bed sheet cover. He picked up the photo frame that laid on the bed and looked at it. It was a picture of them. Taken not long ago, it was just another day. They had decided to go picnicking that day.

He picked her up early in the morning. He brought his bicycle, she brought the food. Could he ever forget how radiant she smiled that day or probably how beautiful she looked in that summer dress with her brown hair let down. He could still remember how tight she clung on to him when he rode the bike fast down the hill.

But now… was it even possible? Don’t say cling, would she even hug him now? Don’t say radiant, will she even smile for him now? Fustrated, he took off his shirt and stood up he flung his shirt at a corner of the room and walked across the room and stopped at the full length mirror and looked into it. In the reflection all he could see was the tattoo that was tattooed on his back to prove his loyalty to the triad; his loyalty to his aunt. But where was his loyalty? Where was her place in him? He searched his body and could not find the answer.

Was she right to leave him? Was he wrong to hold on? Was he… then, something caught his eyes. He turned and walked towards the opposite side of the wall and saw a neat handwriting written at a small corner of the wall.

Sono toshi no fuyu wa, māku no yōdatta. Māku wa, wareware wa saishū-teki ni danketsu o shimesu tame ni. Issho ni iru sekai o shimeshite imasu māku. Kore wa anata e no watashi no eien no ai o shimeshite imasu mākudesu. Watashi wa anata ga daisukides, Aoi-kun.

“Fuyume…” Without any further saying, he rushed to the bathroom and got out a first aid kit and wrapped his wounds before getting a fresh clean shirt and put on a coat and rushed out of the house.

私は、葵くんをあなたを愛して

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A/N: Chapter 14 is done!! Woots~~ HAHA!! Review please. First time with no convo just pure words. Note, the ‘he’ is Aoi and not some other kid. Fuyume is loyal~ to Aoi of course~ Anw, reviews kay!! Merci~